The Art and Skill of Forgiveness
LETS TALK with Paul Beckow
Goldstream Gazette, August 2010
In any marriage, no matter how good it is, people get into difficulty with one another. We have misunderstandings, we make mistakes.
Given this fact, there will definitely be times when we will feel “grieved” or “wronged” - and need the art and skill of simple forgiveness.
To practice forgiveness intelligently, genuinely, is key not only to the success of marriage but to our greater freedom and happiness in life.
Because anger and resentment, held in memory, are painful and troublesome. These feelings fester and begin to crowd out the feelings of appreciation and intimacy we have for the other.
With stored grievances and resentments, we begin to view one another in a more negative light. This creates a downward spiral, a lowering of the confidence and good will between partners.
This is how each person in a couple begins to build walls around themselves.
And it can become worse. Our grievances, our stored complaints, can become part of a “story” we make up about our partner and about the relationship. Then, our stories begin to shape our perceptions, what it is possible to see and experience in our relationship. Our stories begin to form and shape the future for you and your partner.
This downward spiral is reversed when partners in relationship learn the power of forgiveness.
What does it mean to forgive?
Webster’s Dictionary defines forgiveness as “ to give up all resentment against; to stop being angry with; to pardon”; “to give up all claim to revenge or to punish another. “
Forgiveness becomes possible when we begin to understand our resentments and grudges as something we are actively doing. Not just something that is happening to us.
How does one forgive?
Forgiveness happens when we release unwanted painful thoughts about our partner or an event from our mind. We forgive when we cast the troublesome event in the brighter light of understanding. When you do so, you restore the innocence and the humanity of the other person.
Each of us can do this.
Yet its not entirely this simple because human beings have many misconceptions about the nature of forgiveness. So before we can freely choose and practice forgiveness let’s be clear about what forgiveness is and is not.
First, many consider that to forgive another means that we are condoning, allowing, or supporting the behaviour. It does not.
Forgiveness is an act of the heart, a letting go of a grievance, resentment, or memory. It is to find peace with the past, to free ourselves of the past. Forgiveness is not a comment on the rightness or wrongness of behavior.
Secondly, many people genuinely believe that holding on to a grievance will protect them – that staying present to the troublesome memory will somehow keep them alert, their partner alert, and therefore keep these things from happening again. So the job is to “not to ever forget”.
Yet holding onto a troubling memory doesn’t guarantee greater safety. It simply keeps you stuck with a memory and in the protective tension state the memory produces.
Thirdly, many people consider that forgiveness is something one does for the other person, an act of generosity one does for them.
It’s not. The truth is that resentments eat away at the heart and the soul of the person who carries them.
I tell some of my clients, who are hanging on tightly, that holding onto resentment is a little like taking poison - and hoping their partner will get sick !
We all know that, if we cling to resentments, and grudges, we suffer.
When we forgive, we give up our anger, our blame, our judgement. We come to peace with ourselves. This sets us free and returns us to our own well being.
So, forgiveness is really a gift we give to ourselves.
Finally, many think that you must or should forgive another. No, you don’t have to forgive. Really, let’s be clear - no one “has to” forgive. Genuine forgiveness is choice made freely. We choose forgiveness when we’re ready, when we see that such actions are possible and advantageous.
In the end, forgiveness simply says that we are choosing not to put our partner out of our heart. It’s an expression of a commitment we have.
Once we begin to actually do this, we come to know what a powerful action forgiveness is. When we practice forgiveness we are participating in an act of love.
Paul Beckow is a marriage therapist in the West Shore and can be reached at email@example.com or Paul Beckow Counselling 250 721 2477.
For personal or couple counselling, for more information, or to register for a course - please contact Paul Beckow at The Victoria Family Institute.